I was doing so well for a month before Spring Break. But afterwards, I hit this huge wave of depression that set me back for two weeks afterwards. I didn’t eat for a couple of days and when I did eat, I binged on really unhealthy food. I didn’t exercise and I just stayed in bed in my dorm all day long. I didn’t even go to most my classes. I felt like complete shit and I was so disappointed in myself for breaking a commitment I made. All sorts of dark thoughts kept creeping back into my head from the past.
But then I went on tumblr and I was reminded of all the awesome inspiration, motivation, and positive people on here. It made me feel so NOT alone. And now, I’m back on my feet and ready to start running again! I refuse to be afraid of my failures.
when I feel a little let down.
Started this in hopes that I’ll see to the end of this. Scared to death of another binge, another temptation, another white flag. But I’m pretty determined this time.